As I arise to a bright summer’s morning there is only one thing on my mind. The prom which was today! The reality of how soon it was hadn’t really kicked in yet but I knew as the day went on and my excitement kept building it would. I had been planning this for so long and all was exactly as it should be. All my exams have been over for a few weeks now and all that time I have been dreaming different way this day my turn out, some good and some not so good let’s just say. However, I haven’t been able to go with the person of my dreams. It had upset me that he hadn’t and that he would rather go alone. He doesn’t know that I like him so much but that is no excuse still right?
Instead I am going with my best friend which should be good anyway. As I wake up properly after laying half asleep I thought there about getting up and decided against it for now to give me time to relax. My mum hasn’t stopped going on about it as much as me! I have never seen her so excited; it’s been a nice change from her and dad constantly arguing. Maybe I should go see her actually she might think I am ill if I don’t go down soon ha-ha. I slipped my dressing gown on and ran down stairs. “Oh hi Daisy! You sleep well?” I just chuckled at her and nodded back.
“What do you want for breakfast then hunny? Big day you need to keep your energy up.” I grabbed a box of cereal and shuck them at her. God she gets so annoying sometimes but I do find it funny he-he. On the other hand there is no need in her seeming so uptight about things she should really try and get a grip! However thinking about it maybe something else has happened which is why she is acting like she is hiding something… well normally its best not to ask. So I quickly finished and ran upstairs to ring Tom who was my date for the prom. It was more like two best friends than a date really but never mind.
He is coming around mine before prom to help me get ready and for me to make sure he looks presentable. “Hey!” I immediately said as he picked up the phone “oh hey back to you to” he giggled back. “You have everything set then? Suit, tie, shirt and will you still be here at 3?” God I have started to sound like my mother no wonder he is laughing at me. Yes, yes, yes and yes to everything anything else you need mum?” he replied as he kept laughing. “Ha-ha sorry about that just a bit up tight that’s all I will be fine once were there” “Good don’t want a totally frantic prom date now do I?” “Ok sorry ha-ha I shall see you at 3 then” “yes see you then he-he.” He was right I do need to calm down ok I shall go and write in my diary till I have to go and get my hair and makeup done. Writing how I feel seems to calm me.
I started off writing about my weekend before and the huge party we had to celebrate the end of our exams. I can’t remember any of the night except what I have been told and it don’t sound too good. I made such a fool of myself I could hardly stand up. I really will regret all the stuff for a long time but it is a good I won’t see half the people again then only have to stand half the people. Why do I always get myself in some bad shit? I yet again had a one night stand with a boy I hardly know however, this time I never knew it was someone who my friend Kate had liked for a long time. I couldn’t even remember so I was confused the next day when I went out and she wouldn’t talk to me. I got told off another person about it which is when I started to understand. Ugh I hope she soon forgives me.
I wrote about all my other big mistakes I have made over the past few days and got on to my feelings about prom e.g. I made me feel better in myself and calmer. I am so glad my mum doesn’t know I keep a diary if she did and read it I wouldn’t have a family anymore. No joke. I may not even have a life anymore. She thinks I am like her little angle I try to be as much as I can though. She thought I was at Georgina’s house the other night not at a very hectic party. The mother also think I am still a virgin oh I wish that was true too but I can only blame myself for my actions. I did only turn 16 the other week so I am not surprised.
Moving away from my slag life anyway it was nearly time for me to go and get my hair done so I put my diary back where it belongs and got dressed in some baggy clothes so when I took them off to go in my dress wouldn’t ruin my hair. Then I went down stairs to see if my mum was ready too. She hadn’t even started getting ready! “It’s not long till I get my hair done, why aren’t you ready??!! Hurry up!” You just can’t trust the elderly anymore can you? He-he I didn’t say this to her because I wanted her to take me to get my hair down so just laughed to myself. “All right, all right I am going don’t get your knickers in such a twist.” I just rolled my eyes at her as she went upstairs.
It took her a full twenty minutes to get ready! What was she doing for that long! God! She takes twice as long as I did. However, I guess now when we get there we don’t have to wait as long to be seen and won’t take as long. For that time I just looked at hair styles even though I have had one picked out for weeks. It felt like it had taken no time at all to get it done. It was already 2 o clock! I needed to get home soon so everything was ready for Tom coming around. I didn’t even have time to look at my hair properly.
It was 3 when I left! By time I was home it was half past I felt so bad for arranging everything and then not being there on time myself. My dad should be in to let him in however I bet doesn’t wait long enough to see me in my dress or acknowledge my hair. He would rather go out and get drunk every night. What a great role model. “Hey Tom I am so sorry for being late! I will go and get ready now.” He just laughed as I ran upstairs. “Mum come and help me put my prom dress on please? Tom you can go in that room to get ready.”
I carefully took my clothes off and got in to my prom dress making sure I didn’t mess my hair or makeup, up. Once I was ready I went out of my room trying to get my mum to stop fussing and calm down. I near bumped in to tom doing so. “Oh sorry, my mum’s fault.” She opened her mouth to start to argue but just shook her head and went down stairs. Tom had an amazing black suit on with a purple tie. He looked fantastic! “Wow! You look mint.” I said with a huge grin on my face. He laughed back at me. My dress was a beautiful dark purple colour with sequins across the breast and rib area, the dress also is knee length. It was prefect and perfectly matched Toms black and purple. The dress also had a corset back and I had my hair curled. Also was mostly tied at the back with a few pieces hanging around my face to shape it better. My hair was a dark brown colour which went great too.
We are going in a limo which Tom had organised and hired for the night. What a nice young man. Well he didn’t have a choice but to organise it to be honest he-he. As the clock rolled around till 6:30 the limo had arrived to get us there for just before 7. My mum had been taking pictures of us since we had been ready and I was so happy to be leaving. He dad had left ages before we had got down stairs. Thanks for being there for me dad. When we arrived at the hotel it had all been done up and looked amazing. I was so happy when everyone else who was there told me that I looked amazing well except the person I wanted to.
In addition to this it wasn’t just me who looked nice everyone looked amazing! I couldn’t see one person who didn’t look great. I spent the first whole hour on the dance floor dancing. I did get a bit tired after this so me and a few friends when to get a drink. We had brought our own alcohol and hid it so no teachers or other students could find it. We had absinth, vodka and some Bulmer a weird mix but you know it was something. I wasn’t sure if I should be drinking something so strong after what had happened the other night but I didn’t have time to give it much thought before we were drinking. A lot of the teachers were too so they didn’t notice us that much. We were all off our heads. So we started dancing again and we were falling everywhere making fools of our selves but not caring because of how much fun we were having.
I was just about to go and ask Conner to dance then one of my friends pulled me back “don’t do something else you will regret”. She was right and I went to sit down to try and get back to normal. I wish he wasn’t as amazing and fit! “Now we shall tell you the prom king and queen.” I never realised that it was 11 o clock! God this has gone so fast! “We will start the prom king then…… Conner Cannel!” everyone started to cheer and I got on my feet and started to scream but someone but their hands on my mouth so I did I just chuckled and said sorry. I might even get to dance with him if I get chosen! I hugely doubt it but how I was feeling was anything could happen.
Then when my heart had just reached my head “Kate!” what! Her! Oh no pay back for her. I felt like crying. Oh no I am going to throw up! Wait no I don’t know any more. Anger just took over me seeing them together and happy. Then I had more to drink and when it had all gone to my head I went over to Conner’s best friend and started to flirt with him until we started to get off. I didn’t know what else to do but take revenge on what they had done.
Chapter 2
When I woke up the next morning I felt terrible, so sick and very hung over ugh. I heaved myself out of bed and in to the shower which was an on sweet to my bed room. I felt a little better from it and started to think about yesterday. Well the parts I remember seem ok. I know I got home safe as one of Conner’s friends walked me home. I can’t remember which one or why but never mind. Then went to log in to facebook and put the photos the prom on there and see the other ones off of other people.
Then wow! Conner is talking to me! YEYYYYY! We haven’t spoken for so long! This brought up my feelings. He didn’t seem too happy for some reason. I asked him why and he went through the previous night back to me. Omg! I can’t believe how stupid I had been! How could I do that to him! I said sorry to him like one hundred times and explained why I had been so reckless. Seemed to understand but still was hurt. I asked him if he would give me another chance and why he hadn’t said he had liked me before. He told me how he didn’t know I liked him until Kate tried it on with him and he told her no he likes me too much. AGH! I can’t believe it!!! He is so fabulous! However, Kate on the other hand what a cow.
I bet she is so annoyed that she isn’t able get her own back on me. Also he told me he would give me another chance and asked to meet up later that day and well how could I refuse?
That day in June
Chapter 1
As I arise to a bright summer’s morning there is only one thing on my mind. The prom which was today! The reality of how soon it was hadn’t really kicked in yet but I knew as the day went on and my excitement kept building it would. I had been planning this for so long and all was exactly as it should be. All my exams have been over for a few weeks now and all that time I have been dreaming different way this day my turn out, some good and some not so good let’s just say. However, I haven’t been able to go with the person of my dreams. It had upset me that he hadn’t and that he would rather go alone. He doesn’t know that I like him so much but that is no excuse still right?
Instead I am going with my best friend which should be good anyway. As I wake up properly after laying half asleep I thought there about getting up and decided against it for now to give me time to relax. My mum hasn’t stopped going on about it as much as me! I have never seen her so excited; it’s been a nice change from her and dad constantly arguing. Maybe I should go see her actually she might think I am ill if I don’t go down soon ha-ha. I slipped my dressing gown on and ran down stairs. “Oh hi Daisy! You sleep well?” I just chuckled at her and nodded back.
“What do you want for breakfast then hunny? Big day you need to keep your energy up.” I grabbed a box of cereal and shuck them at her. God she gets so annoying sometimes but I do find it funny he-he. On the other hand there is no need in her seeming so uptight about things she should really try and get a grip! However thinking about it maybe something else has happened which is why she is acting like she is hiding something… well normally its best not to ask. So I quickly finished and ran upstairs to ring Tom who was my date for the prom. It was more like two best friends than a date really but never mind.
He is coming around mine before prom to help me get ready and for me to make sure he looks presentable. “Hey!” I immediately said as he picked up the phone “oh hey back to you to” he giggled back. “You have everything set then? Suit, tie, shirt and will you still be here at 3?” God I have started to sound like my mother no wonder he is laughing at me. Yes, yes, yes and yes to everything anything else you need mum?” he replied as he kept laughing. “Ha-ha sorry about that just a bit up tight that’s all I will be fine once were there” “Good don’t want a totally frantic prom date now do I?” “Ok sorry ha-ha I shall see you at 3 then” “yes see you then he-he.” He was right I do need to calm down ok I shall go and write in my diary till I have to go and get my hair and makeup done. Writing how I feel seems to calm me.
I started off writing about my weekend before and the huge party we had to celebrate the end of our exams. I can’t remember any of the night except what I have been told and it don’t sound too good. I made such a fool of myself I could hardly stand up. I really will regret all the stuff for a long time but it is a good I won’t see half the people again then only have to stand half the people. Why do I always get myself in some bad shit? I yet again had a one night stand with a boy I hardly know however, this time I never knew it was someone who my friend Kate had liked for a long time. I couldn’t even remember so I was confused the next day when I went out and she wouldn’t talk to me. I got told off another person about it which is when I started to understand. Ugh I hope she soon forgives me.
I wrote about all my other big mistakes I have made over the past few days and got on to my feelings about prom e.g. I made me feel better in myself and calmer. I am so glad my mum doesn’t know I keep a diary if she did and read it I wouldn’t have a family anymore. No joke. I may not even have a life anymore. She thinks I am like her little angle I try to be as much as I can though. She thought I was at Georgina’s house the other night not at a very hectic party. The mother also think I am still a virgin oh I wish that was true too but I can only blame myself for my actions. I did only turn 16 the other week so I am not surprised.
Moving away from my slag life anyway it was nearly time for me to go and get my hair done so I put my diary back where it belongs and got dressed in some baggy clothes so when I took them off to go in my dress wouldn’t ruin my hair. Then I went down stairs to see if my mum was ready too. She hadn’t even started getting ready! “It’s not long till I get my hair done, why aren’t you ready??!! Hurry up!” You just can’t trust the elderly anymore can you? He-he I didn’t say this to her because I wanted her to take me to get my hair down so just laughed to myself. “All right, all right I am going don’t get your knickers in such a twist.” I just rolled my eyes at her as she went upstairs.
It took her a full twenty minutes to get ready! What was she doing for that long! God! She takes twice as long as I did. However, I guess now when we get there we don’t have to wait as long to be seen and won’t take as long. For that time I just looked at hair styles even though I have had one picked out for weeks. It felt like it had taken no time at all to get it done. It was already 2 o clock! I needed to get home soon so everything was ready for Tom coming around. I didn’t even have time to look at my hair properly.
It was 3 when I left! By time I was home it was half past I felt so bad for arranging everything and then not being there on time myself. My dad should be in to let him in however I bet doesn’t wait long enough to see me in my dress or acknowledge my hair. He would rather go out and get drunk every night. What a great role model. “Hey Tom I am so sorry for being late! I will go and get ready now.” He just laughed as I ran upstairs. “Mum come and help me put my prom dress on please? Tom you can go in that room to get ready.”
I carefully took my clothes off and got in to my prom dress making sure I didn’t mess my hair or makeup, up. Once I was ready I went out of my room trying to get my mum to stop fussing and calm down. I near bumped in to tom doing so. “Oh sorry, my mum’s fault.” She opened her mouth to start to argue but just shook her head and went down stairs. Tom had an amazing black suit on with a purple tie. He looked fantastic! “Wow! You look mint.” I said with a huge grin on my face. He laughed back at me. My dress was a beautiful dark purple colour with sequins across the breast and rib area, the dress also is knee length. It was prefect and perfectly matched Toms black and purple. The dress also had a corset back and I had my hair curled. Also was mostly tied at the back with a few pieces hanging around my face to shape it better. My hair was a dark brown colour which went great too.
We are going in a limo which Tom had organised and hired for the night. What a nice young man. Well he didn’t have a choice but to organise it to be honest he-he. As the clock rolled around till 6:30 the limo had arrived to get us there for just before 7. My mum had been taking pictures of us since we had been ready and I was so happy to be leaving. He dad had left ages before we had got down stairs. Thanks for being there for me dad. When we arrived at the hotel it had all been done up and looked amazing. I was so happy when everyone else who was there told me that I looked amazing well except the person I wanted to.
In addition to this it wasn’t just me who looked nice everyone looked amazing! I couldn’t see one person who didn’t look great. I spent the first whole hour on the dance floor dancing. I did get a bit tired after this so me and a few friends when to get a drink. We had brought our own alcohol and hid it so no teachers or other students could find it. We had absinth, vodka and some Bulmer a weird mix but you know it was something. I wasn’t sure if I should be drinking something so strong after what had happened the other night but I didn’t have time to give it much thought before we were drinking. A lot of the teachers were too so they didn’t notice us that much. We were all off our heads. So we started dancing again and we were falling everywhere making fools of our selves but not caring because of how much fun we were having.
I was just about to go and ask Conner to dance then one of my friends pulled me back “don’t do something else you will regret”. She was right and I went to sit down to try and get back to normal. I wish he wasn’t as amazing and fit! “Now we shall tell you the prom king and queen.” I never realised that it was 11 o clock! God this has gone so fast! “We will start the prom king then…… Conner Cannel!” everyone started to cheer and I got on my feet and started to scream but someone but their hands on my mouth so I did I just chuckled and said sorry. I might even get to dance with him if I get chosen! I hugely doubt it but how I was feeling was anything could happen.
Then when my heart had just reached my head “Kate!” what! Her! Oh no pay back for her. I felt like crying. Oh no I am going to throw up! Wait no I don’t know any more. Anger just took over me seeing them together and happy. Then I had more to drink and when it had all gone to my head I went over to Conner’s best friend and started to flirt with him until we started to get off. I didn’t know what else to do but take revenge on what they had done.
Chapter 2
When I woke up the next morning I felt terrible, so sick and very hung over ugh. I heaved myself out of bed and in to the shower which was an on sweet to my bed room. I felt a little better from it and started to think about yesterday. Well the parts I remember seem ok. I know I got home safe as one of Conner’s friends walked me home. I can’t remember which one or why but never mind. Then went to log in to facebook and put the photos the prom on there and see the other ones off of other people.
Then wow! Conner is talking to me! YEYYYYY! We haven’t spoken for so long! This brought up my feelings. He didn’t seem too happy for some reason. I asked him why and he went through the previous night back to me. Omg! I can’t believe how stupid I had been! How could I do that to him! I said sorry to him like one hundred times and explained why I had been so reckless. Seemed to understand but still was hurt. I asked him if he would give me another chance and why he hadn’t said he had liked me before. He told me how he didn’t know I liked him until Kate tried it on with him and he told her no he likes me too much. AGH! I can’t believe it!!! He is so fabulous! However, Kate on the other hand what a cow.
I bet she is so annoyed that she isn’t able get her own back on me. Also he told me he would give me another chance and asked to meet up later that day and well how could I refuse?